When I get into this, I get REALLY into this, it's all I can think about especially when my brain is like a zombie's from lack of food. I find myself boring and obsessive and so then I climb myself out of that hole and I fall COMPLETELY off the wagon and just eat whatever. I can't find a balance, there is NO balance. So what do I do?? I don't quite know. But then when I fall off I miss being empty and light and crazy and thinking NON stop and up all night and thinner every minute.
Anyway, I'm really boring right now.
Toodle-pip.
<3 I'm sorry for not posting. hope everyone is good.
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