Night Wanderer

I just had the strangest moment.
I had gone to the kitchen, hungry. Put two weet-bix in the bowl, poured some honey on, gotten a cup of tea and poured the milk on. I was about to start eating when suddenly I though 'wait, do I need this?'.. and I didn't really. So I chucked it out, knowing there's always more where that came from.
I, of course drank the tea. Lately I've been accidentally getting under 1000 calories and still feeling like a failure because it wasn't a plan and so I overeat later on. Which is stupid.
Last night I slept a friend's house, we watched Bruno and Marie Antoinette, Bruno was hilarious and Marie Antoinette was beautiful, I wish I could live like her. I want to live my life in a cottage in a field of grass and flowers and trees with a lake and animals and have a nice big comfy bed with a yak wool rug in my room. A big teapot always brewing. A massive bookshelf full of every wonderful book ever. And that would be it.
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
I've been getting insomnia lately, I just CAN'T sleep. I told my friend and he said if I can't sleep I can call him up and we can walk around at night, two insomniacs wandering the streets.
I've decided that I want to never have to sleep or eat. I just want to be invincible..
Hmm.
Goodnight.
1 pancake w maple syrup
1 bowl of porridge w honey
1 mini can baked beans
1/2 serving homemade fried rice
1 fruit and nut bar
1 lollipop
1 diet creme caramel
1 soother
1 carrot
2x serving low cal jello
= 750