I can do this.

I've woken up with a new sort of motivation - last night I stayed up doing leg lifts and sit ups, in hopes of silently working off the pizza. I don't know how much difference it made. LUCKILY I don't weigh much more this morning than I did before the pizza. So I guess that's alright. So I woke up at 8am and I spent all morning doing leg lefts, balancing on one leg, sit ups, stretching. I watched the news channel and read while doing this, and I didn't properly sit down and relax until just now, at 11am. I'm going (walking.. meaning a 50 minute walk.. meaning at least 300 calories burnt) into town soon, to protest for gay rights - should be fun! I've had SO many cups of tea, like one every half hour.. so that's like 6 cups so far and everytime I get a cup of tea I also get a glass of ice water. I ate breakfast - 150 calories, I'm okay with that, for one thing there's nothing I can do, and for another thing - it get's my metabolism going for the day. I plan on skipping lunch as I'm going out so won't be expected to eat at home and I will have whatever I'm fed, hopefully something light! I just just just want this so bad and I'm glad. I need this, and I'm sick of doing this the 'healthy' way. I'm going to remain relatively healthy - eating good amounts of fiber, protein.. low carbs.. but keeping it LOW calorie as I can.
I can do this.
I will do this.
hmmmmmm pshyeah :)
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