chocolate is such a sin.

Ughhh. I've eaten a lot today. 1550 is my intake. I know my intake lately has been around 900 so I'm not gonna gain weight, probably wont lose either. I was just really into chocolate. Like really craving some of that. THAT and peanut butter is my weakness, everything else I can deal with. I think I just feel a bit sick from too much caffeine and too much sugar. I had figure skating after school today. 1 1/4 hours (half hour lesson, 45 minute practice).. I've started doing three-jumps (it's sounds like tricky shit but it's not , it's a simple jump) - they're really straining on the leg muscles, after I got off the ice I had jelly legs. I was happy bout that, means it's a good workout. Apparently 428 calories an hour for regular skating, so i'm gonna take a guess and say I burnt like 700 calories. Yeah, today I just don't care. I'm hungry. Tomorrow I'll go pretty low I think because my metabolism will be running on a high, after that I'll be back to routine.
I have two friends at school doing the ABC together, I don't think I'm supposed to know they are, but I get their subtle messages to each other over fb and what-not.
Okay okay so I just figured - 1550 - 700 = 850.
So it's still a deficit. Holy shit, I want more food. What's wrong with me? Oh right, I'm human.. I forgot.
Will I? Won't I? I don't know. Our cupboard is pretty lacking in deliciousness, so I don't know if I would even bother. OR I could run to the shops.. and nom the food there (but that would be wrong).. Oh god see now I'm actually discussing ways of acquiring food.
Well anyway - I'm SO happy I finally got that fricking gym membership. Tomorrow after school I'm off to the gym and then rehearsal (and we're doing dance at rehearsal) and then on thursday I have my date! (woo!) and we're going skating. Mum would kill me if I wasted her money on the gym membership and didn't use it, and she wouldn't get me one again. So now I have these workouts that I simply can't avoid (don't you love that?).
I wish I could weigh myself, my period is over (sorry for the too much information).
That reminds me! I told someone I needed to pee and they got all weirded out and were like "too much information!!!", but seriously? WTF. Get over it, who doesn't need to pee in this world?
Anyway. Toodle pip!
<3
BTW - Marcus - If you read this, glad you're back!! :)