The truth.

Today has been terrible..
First off, I woke up late so I had no time to pack a lunch and maybe tea, so I had to buy lunch and I ended up scabbing of people. Second of all, I was uncontrollably hungry. I kept eating, each time hoping to satisfy my hunger, and each time being dissapointed. Oh  well, tomorrow is a new day. I made to about 700 calories during school + breakfast. I came home straight away from school so I could go to the ice rink (I sorta do figure skating) and decided I needed the energy. So I had some peanut butter with bread. 400 cals. So that's 1100 cals. And then after skating for about 1 1/4 hours, I finished and mumma and I drove home. But then we stopped on the way back, and we got noodles. I didn't eat many, they filled me up (finally!!!). And she also bought peanuts (I can't help it! They're my weakness.. Okay maybe I can help it. But sometimes they break me.). so after all that I think I got to 1800-2000 easily.
I'm not too worried. According to a bunch of different websites, I'm meant to eat 2400 calories a day, to maintain. I hope they're right. Tomorrow will be good, because I can feel all the bad cravings and what not are done with.
I find it a lot easier to not set myself goals and limits. But more of make it a challenge and an ongoing thing that I do. But I do freak out if I don't plan my meals and stuff. So tomorrow:
breakfast: 160
lunch: jam sandwich, apple, tea, seaweed: 250
dinner: mushrooms and onions: 50
460. Sounds good. :)

Okay here's a question I have for everyone who might read this!
Do calories in fruit (so called, 'negative foods') count???? I'm SO CONFUSED.
keep up the awesomeness :) x.