So without even realising it I've become so off track. And I don't want to be, because I know that I don't have too much further to go. It was easy at the beginning, so simple.
So today so far I've had 1090 calories. I'm drinking homemade chai.. Deeelicious.
I've realised that I need to stop eating muesli bars, I always eat too many and the calories really add up. I'm gonna eat foods that have the same calories but are so much more filling.
GET BACK ON TRACK GET BACK ON TRACK GET BACK ON TRACK.
So tomorrow will be a fast. It will. I love the feeling of when the clock hits midnight and I've just completed another fast.
I hate the fact that I love to cook.
I love to bake and cook and everything.
Right now I'm in the middle of baking bread.
I can't help it!!!
But I start helping my mum at her job thing tomorrow, making food for people at this thing.
I actually make the promise that unless I am forced I will not eat tomorrow.
I have not weighed myself in like 2 weeks. I don't think I want to.
goodbye..
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