Friday, July 23, 2010

much happier!

I feel better.
I know my last post was in a nutshell, depressing. It was basically just me being depressed wasn't it?
Well I don't feel that way anymore, there's still a bit of that in me, but it's definitely been lifted away quite a lot.
I stayed up a bit last night, watching sex in the city. I know - lame, but awesome. My friend who had deleted me replied to my mail, told me that he just deleted everyone he doesn't talk to much because he doesn't like the news feed - and I really do believe him. No hard feelings :)
I slept in, for obvious reasons lol, and I missed my first two classes (drama, politics).. but whatever.
Drama sucks - it's just a class that my ex made me do and now I'm stuck in it with him. All we do is play drama games.
Politics is actually interesting - but ehh, I was happy to sleep some more.
After school I was hanging outside the school talking to people, including this guy that I've always had an on off thing with. Last year, some shit went down with that (veeery long story), point is - we're finally friends again, like JUST friends. And it's really nice. I know that I don't like him in 'that way', but I do have very strong feelings towards him which if were provoked, could turn into 'that way' feelings.
We have two people staying at our house, one of them is a fitness coach - so we decided to all go out to the gym (win!!!) and he went through a half an hour session with us. Working on strength and stuff.
And then after that I got on the treadmill for half an hour - 20 minutes jogging - 10 walking. I was SO sweaty by the end of it, but I felt really good, I didn't even know I could run that long.
My intake today has been about 650 so far:
weet bix with chia and soy milk - 170
jam sandwich - 200
2 tiny mandarins - 60
seaweed - 70
chocolate - 100
crackers - 50
tea (soy milk & honey) - 30
= 680.
Okay, thirty more than I thought, whatever :)
it's like 7.30pm, mum's making dinner. But it's salad and pumpkin soup. So like 150 cals at most.
Yayyay for today! :)

*Update*
had soup - 100
salad - 50
garlic bread - 100 (tiny piece)
low cal jelly - 7
= 927

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you feel better(:
    And lists don't work out so good for me too, but I still love making them. and blotting my food haha.
    Good luck to you with everything also! (:

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