Maybe this is just me being a bitch, but I just read a bit of a blog.. Not gonna say coz that would be rather blunt. Anyway - she's 13 and she calls herself pro ana, she says she's a poet and a 'dark, deep writer'. And from reading her blog it seems to be about how she fucked guys 6 years older than her while she was drunk / high... and how some guy at her school was texting some girl and then he cheated on her or something stupid. My point is, it really annoyed me to read it - this girl's whole ideal.
It's like 2:14am, so yesterday just finished; I didn't eat a thing and I wasn't tempted to really. In fact the only reason I'll be eating today is because I know it's unhealthy and that I get grumpy and horrible when I don't eat for too long (and because of lunch with the grandma). I was at my neighbour's house just watching tv, and one of them handed me two pieces of chocolate.. I stared at them for a few seconds until I realised what was happening. I then politely refused without even considering eating them.
I got bored again, so I went through my cupboards and cleaned them. I chucked out probably 2/3 of all my clothes. A lot of them were too big, and a lot were just old / totally something I wouldn't wear. So I need to go shopping! Oh shit - I have to go formal dress shopping, this either means I'm stuck at this weight until formal, OR that I have to find an adaptable dress, Or that I have to lose some weight, and soon!
hmmmmm. Tata.
The bread was Orowheat light 100% whole wheat bread. yeah, something like that, haha. I was so excited when I found it, because I was almost going to get their double fiber bread (70 cal and 6 grams of fiber per slice), but then I saw that one!
ReplyDeletehaha, anyways, I was just listening to Lily Allen from the link you previously posted, and I really like her, so thanks for sharing her? lol