Abort! Abort!

When I got up this morning, I had a MASS amount of energy, it was kind of insane. I was just so hyper. I got to my first class, and kept talking and laughing and smiling and I wasn't cold at all, I was WARM.
To be honest, it's the happiest I've been all week. I loved the feeling and everyone noticed and was like like "wow you're so energetic and happy today".

I did plan on not eating today. BUT I really didn't want to kick the energy while it was so high. Because it just was such a good feeling, euphoria.
So I snacked all day basically. But made sure I didn't "binge", but maintained.
1 apple, 1 banana, 1 mandarin, 25g vege chips, a hunk of bread, a lot tea and a shitload of water - over the course of the whole day.
AND I'M SO FUCKING FULL. My stomach must have major shrunk, coz I feel like that one time at christmas when I was younger when I totally just ate until I couldn't move.

Ooh, storytime!
So, I used to eat ALOT. And when I say alot, I mean it. I wasn't the fat kid, or even the chubby kid. I was the "normal" girl with some meat. You know?
And I never really felt what hunger was, I just ate because I liked food.
But, then I realised what food is. FUEL. That's all. That's exactly what it's made for. And people in this society just gorge themselves on everything.
And when you go hungry, and you GET food, you learn how to control it, because you REALISE how much you need to keep yourself energised and not feeling disgusting.

BUT of course I'm not done. I think I've gotten enough energy to keep me going, so tomorrow is DEFINITELY a non eating day, no matter what. That's a promise to me, and whoever may be reading this blog (that's right.. you..).

I've had 3 different friends tell me lately that I'm getting skinnier, I like that..

TTYLATERZ.