Thoughts.

I didn't tell my friends that I was dieting, not because I was afraid they'd stop me for fear of my "health". But because I was afraid that I would fail, and then they would watch me fail.

So far I have succeeded, and they have noticed on their own.

And they all tell me "Wow, you've gotten so skinny!", but how long are they gonna tell me that?

A month? A week? A day?

Then they'll stop caring. Or they'll probably forget I ever lost weight.

I need to lose more don't I?

Yes.

I'm not even "skinny", I'm regular human being weight. In fact I'm a healthy weight, but I do not feel healthy at all. I feel sick. It's just that compared to the way I used to be, I am skinny..