Happy.

This feels SO weird, I feel like I SHOULDN'T be happy, but I am SO so so so happy.

Everything's just wonderful..

All my friends are at peace.

I'm auditioning for a new show.

I just got a new job.

I've lost 10kg.

It's my birthday in two days.

I'm going to splendor in the grass!!!

I feel like, hey, I'm not meant to be happy unless I'm skinnier. Coz then where's my motivation?

But thing is, I AM happy, but I still want to be happier (lose more..)

I don't know, feeling strange.