Nightmares..

To anyone normal, my nightmares would seem really really strange.
In my dream, it started that I had one of the black forest tim tams, but then I just kept eating them until I was completely fat and sick. I woke up feeling guilty, until I realised it was just a dream.
I seem to get these a lot lately (I mentioned one on an earlier blog)..

So, my friend who is currently doing a CIT course (sort of like university - which in America is reffered to as college) in hairdressing, needs some hair models, to do things with their hair. She wants to dye me hair! But I've never had my hair dyed before - scary! But I'd like to, I really think I need a change. It'll be good. I'm gonna go for a dark brown red (my hair is already brown).
:)

I have a few techniques that I like to use when I'm tempted by food.
1. I think of how, I'm only going to be hungry again in a few hours
2. If the food is just junk, how I'm not even going to be filled, unless I gorge on it
3. How proud of myself I will be when I don't take it
4. How far I've come
AND 5. How the taste will only last a few seconds, and I can easily pretend to myself that I did get to taste it recently.

THE HOT WATER IN MY HOUSE IS BROKEN.
I want a shower! I feel gross and groggy. And it's winter, a nice hot shower would be good..

Haha, so now I'm watching Pokemon, jeeze I haven't watched this since I was like 10.
It's great.

Okay, so today my juice fast went well. :) I ran out of juice and was all like "Oh nos!"

BUT THEN. I got home, and mum offered dinner, I said no, but she got REALLY angry, and forced me to eat, in fact she watched me.
So I had a piece of bread with 1 tablespoon peanut butter and some blackberry jam, about 200 cals.
So for today that is 650 calories :( :( :(