Ergggh.

I've grown to HATE the feeling of having food inside of me, I enjoy being pure and clean and empty.
So I'm working out my plans.
Starting tomorrow, I'm going to do a three day fast, for two reasons:
1. To cleanse my body.
2. To drop off the pound or two I KNOW I just gained
I've been with friends, eating. :(
I feel pretty gross right now.
Tomorrow is Sunday, so
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday - water fasting
Wednesday, Thursday - Fruit & Veg only
Friday - my birthday, ehh, birthday crap.
Oh and I think I will fit a salt water flush thing in there somewhere if I can.
Coolies :)

I feel like brutal honesty works for me best, as hard as it is, so I will list all I've eaten over the past two days.
2 bowls of porridge with honey and banana, 2 muesli bars, 1 fruit and nut bar, 1 small packet potato chips, 2 apples, 3 cups of tea with soy milk and honey, 1 small pack of vege chips, potato wedges, 1 vegemite sandwich, 1 vegetable pasty, 1 chai latte-hot chocolate with soy milk, 1 piece cake, 3 cupcakes, half bag potato chips, 1/2 orange, 1 slice watermelon, 3 cookies, 1 mini doughnut, hunk of bread, 1 packet of singapore soft noodles, a gazillion jatzs with pumpkin dip, a spoon peanut butter.
5050 cals for two days.. so like, whale amounts.. is my guesstimate
:(

A Quote I Rather Like:
'Sacrifice is giving up on something for something better.'
- This basically just explains the meaning of the word, yet makes me realise so fricking much. I am NOT being denied something, I'm being giving something better.

I've found a book I actually like reading, that never happens!

It's called 'The Abortionist's Daughter' by Elisabeth Hyde.
I guess I like it coz it's really set minded like me,
the main character / s are atheist, pro choice, they don't frown upon drugs.
It's not that I'm like "errgh i kill babies and hate christians and do drugs all day!"
BUT, I do not believe in god, no offence to those who do. But I believe it's an invention used for people to not have to deal with their own problems.
I believe that abortion should be a choice, because sometimes circumstances really wouldn't be good for a baby to be brought up in and people should get second chances.
And thirdly, drugs are a personal choice, if you wanna do them, fine. Deal with the consequences, make sure you're educated. Others shouldn't judge people for doing them.
So yeah, that's like an 'almost review' of the book :P
byeeeee :)