Why does everyone care so much?

Riiighhht. So, I got to school today and I was wearing a black singlet and a flannie which I haven't worn in a while.

First thing my friend says to me: "Oh my god! When did you get so hot?? You've lost SO much weight!"

And of course that was lovely of her, but then everyone started crowding around me and being like "oh my god, you look so skinny!!"..

I don't like having everyone scrutinizing me, especially when I have so much more to go.

Anyway, after breakfast I had a muesli bar (120), 3 jatz with vegemite (80), chai tea (100), and some bread (200)..

so that's like 700 today.

It would be good, if mum wasn't forcing me to have dinner.

Dinner will be like at the very highest 200 cals, but I think less.

I really want to fast on saturday and sunday, but my stomach is really killing me, I can feel my digestive system kinda being screwed up, so I think I need to eat normally for like a week.

In other news, I got a very long awaited apology (this fight happened about a year ago).

But I'm still very very glad.

I forgot how much I missed being friends with him.

See, lately we've just been talking and then today someone pointed out some of the things he said about me to the two of us. And then he apologised.