So today my friend wanted to do a photoshoot with me (eek).
It was alright, just my own clothing, but to be honest most of my clothing is hand-me-downs, and I refuse to buy new clothes until I'm thinner. Considering that the LAST time I bought jeans was about a month and a half ago, and they already fall of me, it just seems pointless.
It was SO freezing cold, and she was quite unprepared, oh wells.
I got really weak and tired, fasting will do this to you. I go through stages of plenty of energy and then stages of complete exhaustion.
Depending on how I feel when I wake up, I may finish the fast on juice. I bought a large Nudie juice, which has no added chemicals or anything, it's plain juice with less than 400 cals for the whole bottle. And is delicious. I put it in the fridge, I hope my mum doesn't drink it, I made her promise not to, but she always does.
Easter story
Like one time, at Easter, she bought me a chocolate nougat filled egg. I ate about a third of it and put it in the fridge for later. And when I came back, it was gone because she "got hungry".
Muffin Story
AND oh my god, this actually infuriates me, the other day I baked my banana muffins.
I had three, and allowed my mother to have three. I saved two for my next door neighbours, who are like family to me, and the rest for my friends at school.
When I went to take my neighbours muffins, they weren't home, so I put them on a plate and told my mum to take them over there while I was at school. I forgot about it for about two days, and then I was at my neighbours and asked if they liked the muffins and they had no idea what I was talking about, turns out my mum decided to eat them both coz she was "hungry" at 10pm and according to her, there was no other yummy food in the house.
I don't want to be mean, but it is SO annoying living with a slightly overweight person. Because everytime I buy or cook a food for myself, there's no way to stop her eating it, so I have to get there first, resulting in me overeating.
Back to my weight, I STILL haven't weighed myself, although I can feel a difference, which I'm happy about.
Foods I've been offered today which I've avoided (and trust me, with the hunger pains i'm having, it was bloody difficult):
Porridge, honey soy milk tea, hot chocolate, coffee, hot chips, chickpea salad, vegetable soup, pasta.
One last thing, I'm gonna start making yam (sweet potato, I prefer the word yam.. or maybe SWEET yam) wedges instead of potato, I used to eat a lot of potato, I think I'm gonna lay off that. :)
Anyways,
Ciao <3
Hello,
ReplyDeleteI stumbled over your blog, and I have to say this is inspiring!
I am trying to lose weight myself, and it is very hard for me..So I am so thankful for a blog like this, which gives me a boost and helps giving me inspiration! Thank you!
Keep up the good work, good luck! =)
(And have a very happy birthday!!)
Greetings,
C.J
Awwwww. Wow, thanks heaps. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm really self conscious about this blog, but it's good to know you enjoy it and it inspires you!
Good luck with your weight loss!
Thanks, it should be a good birthday.
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